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Name: Michael
Birthday: 4/10/1972
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Sunday, June 10, 2007

Musings

Please do not even bother to ask why i have not blogged for a long time. It is because of time. The lack of it actually. But then again time is relative isn't. Anyway here are some observations i have been thinking about these last weeks.

1. I am actually blogging in this strange town of Sg. Petani. I am here to speak at a church - 2 talks for 2 worship meetings. The first talks was yesterday at 5.30 pm (Saturday) and the next one is today at 8 pm. SP is a strange town because there are so many tamans and also half the town is on holiday whle the other half is working. I agreed for the pastor to arrange my accomodation and i stayed in a strange resort called 'Cinta Sayang'. It is a golf resort. But all i did was watch cinemax on the TV as i had no car to move around with. Then i had to check out at 2 pm and am now lingering in this strange shopping complex which is filled with people. I had to walk about 2 kn to reach here and now am going to walk back to the church, hope there is a bath room for me to bathe and then hope somebody comes and takes me out for dinner. I will leave this town by bus at 12 am and hopefully reach KL after 5 am. Then wonder around and see if i should hitch a kereta sapu back to subang jaya. What a strange world i am in. But then again, this is a wonderful town. I had dinner with acouple yesterday and really got into their world. Ups and downs of life.

2. OK. think i need to go back. will comtinue tomorrow. Have a lot to write i think. 


Monday, March 19, 2007

Early Signals

Yesterday enoch watched his first football match with me - the match between Liverpool and Aston Villa. And you know his response - he fell asleep. Perfect response for such a team. He is a true blue Man U supporter (at least i will try my best).


Saturday, March 17, 2007

Well maybe i will start again... but to introduce our little child - Enoch John William. It then dawned to me that to do that i need to actually rename this site - so it is bow Debbie and e{k}noch. Well here are some pictures:

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Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Hi

Some thoughts have been playing in my mind these days. And when i start doing this, i usually get a headache.

1. I have began to notice that we hardly pray for anything that does not concern us - well not directly at least. Two instances have made me thinking. One is the recent flood calamity in our southern states. It is interesting that something so big and great have actually hit our country and yet life goes on. I heard yesterday in the radio that at least 50,000 people are still at relief centers around malaysia. That is a big amount of people. But do we care?

Two, i had a strange conversation with some students in a college. We concluded that apart from the students of a particular college, nobody would actually pray for the college even if these students go to churches. They are active in these churches and some of the churches also have CGs in the college itself but in these meetings, no word is rendered for the college staff and students at all - only for those who actually come to the CG meets. So if the CF is not concerned with the college and everyone there, we can conclude that no one would either. Such a strong statement? Well it is strong and actually a reality. Have you actually prayed for your college you graduated from or are still studying in lately? I know i haven't.

Well i guess to answer that question, one needs a closer look on prayer. Why do we pray? Why do we intercede? There be many reasons to pray but i would like to highlight just one - we pray because by doing so, God answers us. Ask and you will given you, seek and you will find and knock and the door will be open to you. So going by this promise, just imagine what impact prayer can bring to these flood victims and also these colleges.

We need to stop thinking of just our churches and families and friends and ourselves. It would be such a waste of resource from God as God is ever willing to give freely to all who need.

2. That is prayer now it is social justice and action. There is a big hoo haa about the defamation suit on Jeff Ooi and Rocky Bru by a particular newspaper.. Did you know about this? Well strangely many christians do not even know the persons motioned. It is a serious case of a big bully forcing small people to submit to their power and authority. Now should Christians make a stand? The internet is one of the way where the gospel can be preached without fear as it has always been free. Now there is a case to clampdown this activity. Shouldn't the christians be on the very front of fighting for them? But do we care? Nope. Many of us fall into the trap of 'holifying' things or activities. I know there is no such word but what it means is that we decide on what to label holy (thus making it our christian business) and what we label just worldly (which we then just do not care). But God is a God of social justice and social action. In fact, that is very much in the heart of God. Yes he asks us to bring the gospel to people but the gospel means so much more than just saying the sinners prayer. It is about bringing God's justice to the world and also about taking action on helping the needy and homeless. We need to act. Like the flood victims in Johor. They are in need. And most crucial now is the need to rebuild their homes. Not so much the gospel per se. But because we holify certain things, many groups have stop action. So this internet suit, well do continue to pray for justice to prevail.

Being a Christian means accepting the fact that we no longer have control on our lives but live in constant servitude to our master's command. It is not a matter of choice. It is not a matter of preference. We have to just do it even if it brings no benefit to ourselves. We need to wake up!


Friday, January 12, 2007

Sweet and Sour

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Sometimes i really find difficulty to go through days which are bad and good. So many mixed emotions. It began as a good day as i took 2 days leave - yesterday and today to finish up my OT studies. I just have to write one more essay and i can move on to the NT.

I usually do my reading and studying at MacD at MidValley. This gives me added incentive to watch a movie when i have finished. While watching Pathfinder (which i rate so-so) i got a call from office regarding a colleague from Thailand who was diagnosed with Leukemia (aggressive). What makes it even more harsh is that she was diagnosed with it a few days after delivering her child. I know her when i spent nearly 2 and a half weeks in Jakarta for a IFES senior staff consultation some years back. We had such fun at that consultation. Such a terrible news to get at the first week of 2007.

Then at night, i had my occasional supper with Vidhy and Sau Chee, my uni buddies. It was great catching up, talking about life and God. These times are really good for my soul.

I found a real gem on astro after that at 1 am. It was actually screening "the end of the spear' - the movies about jim elliot and his story at ecuador. It was a great movie to watch and made me feel the pain of his son as he said goodbye to his father and also when he got the news about his death. And the climax when the person who killed his father confessed many years later and how he reacted with anger and forgiveness. All for  the sake of Jesus Christ. What a movie to watch in Astro - channel 23 Kira. It was mostly in the ecuador language though and i think that it why it passed through censors.

It the morning at about 7 am i was suddenly woken up by Debbie and she said "i love you daddy' and went back to sleep. What a way of oppening my day.

That was it - bad news and good all in 24 hours. I thank God as he knows when to give me these days as i am sure that if it was only bad i would be depressed and if it was only good, i would take it for granted. God surely knows what i need best - though i would rather just have good days.

 



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